by cklaurence » Fri Mar 02, 2012 12:54 pm
You'll probably live a lot longer than I, too, Em. Your attitude is certainly better than mine and it certainly makes for easier living. I get more disappointed easily, and worse, I allow myself to get hurt way, way too often. I always believe that people are as honest as I and because I trust the way I do, I'm open to heartbreak.
It's so silly, I know. Even with our Swiss Family. I took everyone at face value. The Divas, the friends, the Family--I thought we were all here forever.No, not really forever, but you know what I mean. I actually grew attached to the regulars. I looked forward to our visits, the laughter, the discussions. It was such a diverse group, and oh the football knowledge! Even though we disagreed because we came from so many different teams--I just loved all the information and attitudes (okay--MOST of the attitudes). Most of all I loved the camaraderie and the laughter, though. Nothing's as healthy as laughter, and how I used to laugh with our group of crazies! What tremendous senses of humor gathered here, day after day, night after night.
In retrospect, I pretty much know the certain people that insidiously moved to destroy the great thing we had. Irrespective of the natural fall-out that happens 'just because,' there were certain people who can't accept other people's success. When they can't constantly be the center of attention, they set out to take it away. It's the difference between jealousy and envy. Jealous people, wish they had what you have. Envious people wish they had what you have, and that you didn't have it. Alas, what's done is done, and ultimately, people make their own choices. No one is clamoring to come back and occasionally some of our old favorites stop by and visit, so I guess it is all good.
My new phone arrived today. I'm waiting for it to charge because it says I can't do anything with it until it does. That's a new rub--usually you can just hook it up and run with it. Anyway, I can't wait to start using it! It's very thin, but much bigger than any phone I've had in years. Five inch screen! It's good for me, though. I can actually see everything and it's got a stylus for writing notes quickly, which is almost essential for me. You can use it as a tablet. My new toy...
It's no easy life being a Dolfan...